On Wednesday 18th May 2022, I finally gave my last exam for class 10th.
HELLO BLOGGERS AND THE WORLD BEYOND!
I’m now an eleventh grader. *smiles real huge*
After 14 months of absolutely the largest academic session in the world, I’m finally…done.
And, this is the part I feared 2 months ago. ‘What will happen after 10th?’ ‘Will life ever be how it was?’ and the simple answer is ‘no’.
Most of my friends, the people I grew up with for the last 5 years, are either changing schools, or moving out. Our classes won’t be the same ever again. Bit by bit, I’m adjusting to it. But I already miss it. I know I complained about homework and classes, but life was good when I didn’t have to worry about all this.
Life was good when the biggest worry I had was if they were going to change my section. Even then, I knew I could always write an application and go back to my class. But now? I can’t do anything. All of the memories, those shit inside jokes are just…gone. just like that.
I had anticipated boards ending for so long. Now that they have, I don’t know what to do with myself. This is the first *major* life change I’m going through? I mean, I had changed schools before too, but things weren’t so serious and ugh. I just don’t know guys.
This is where it feels like all of us will drift apart. I’m doing what I do best- pretending none of this is happening and life is normal.
I mean? ALL 46 students of our batch are now..divided. I’ll admit, I didn’t know everyone personally, but lot of individuals make up a whole. And I’ve always thought about us as a whole. ‘Class 10th’. Ahh, I’m going to miss this. *wildly gesturing*
I’m being too emotional aren’t I? the only thing that’s keeping me sane is binge watching a romantic indian daily soap and listening to music and gazing at my gorgeous six of crows collector’s edition. (yes I flexed, yes I will continue to flex)
I don’t know how I am guys. I am happy, but then I fall into nostalgia. Well anyways.
Bookishlyyours will be completing a year on 24th May! Which is 3 days from now.
I want to do something special for that. Do you guys have any ideas?
I think I’ve pretty much exhausted my capacity to write today. *heh*
Let me know your ideas in the comments below!!