Waiting, Hoping, Looking….

maybe, we weren't meant to be together,
after all,
maybe those dreams we dreamed up,
were all just false.

maybe I tried to hard,
to be the better person,
and when I stopped?
you abandoned me 
for hours.

all I wanted,
was an apology,
all my friends told me,
to forgive you.

But you?
darling you didn't think 
you even made a mistake
so what could I forgive now?
they told me, you were giving me time to cool down
when all I needed,  all I needed was you.
and I can't stop checking,
the place we texted

i still keep waiting, hoping, looking
for that one text from you.
like i kept waiting, hoping, looking
for an apology.

but two hours passed and that never came,
and I don't know even if you'll ever reply to that.

Remind me to never fight with myself, or I’ll end up writing a super dramatic roast song for myself.

Here’s a little something I’ve noticed. When I’m really emotional (happy, sad, angry excited etc), my poems instantly start rhyming. And when I’m normal, I have to find rhyming words.

Isn’t that funny? It’s supposed to be the other way around ain’t it?

So, as you can probably guess, I wrote this poem when I was really mad and sad. A deadly combination of those, infact. It was a TERRIBLE day.

warning you again, don’t fight with me unless you want to be an inspiration to a REALLY sad poem😂 .

Well, that’s all for today. Let me know how you found this poem in the comments below.