So I zoned out. | Life Update? | Gibberish yet again.

HELLO dear bloggers and the world beyond!

*trummmpet*

How are you?

Me?

I’m absolutely GREAT. *trummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmpet*

Okay fine, the elephant in the room is too large now. Let’s address him.

So. I abandoned Christmasphere. So, I went off wordpress for *quite* some while and it was refreshing. I love it. I had started hating WP and Christmasphere was the final straw. So I took an unannounced break. There was something so liberating about just leaving abruptly and thinking that maybe, my life wn’t go havoc if I don’t post throughout Christmasphere. That maybe, in scheduling posts and everything, I forgot the true reason I blogged. Because I enjoy blogging.

So here I am now. Back and much, much better than before. The best thing about coming back? I know you’re all here. My wonderful people. AND 2021 IS NEARLY OVER. Wasn’t it just Januaryyyyy. A;PASVNGDSPGINBIPFDBXS

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*proceeds to freak out*

Well. I dunno what to write anymore. Let’s turn this into a gibberish post. I already have the music. And there’s a lot to tell you. So after boards ended, we got this one week break in which I felt totally utterly useless. Couldn’t study for term 2 because everyone gave us a break. So yours truly watched her first Chinese Drama- First Romance. Recommended by the greatest- Pannaga.

It’s actually pretty cute. Especially the later eps. I feel like it dragged on but oh well. I did like

*YOU FOUND ME, YOU FOUND ME-EH-EHH.
WITHOUT ME, WITHOUT ME-EH-EEH.*

I guess you know what song I’m listening to. ZD.

So after exams, I met up with Mr Editor (a lot). Hehe. Met up with my bff Daisy. Went to parties a party . Watched movies and basically did everything except reading. I have no idea why I haven’t been reading much these days. I think I need a break from all these fluffy rom coms. I think, I’m going to read These Violent Delights. I need spice in life. XD.

OR HER, OR ANYONE OR ANYTHINGGGGGGGGG. I KNEW YOU WERE TROUBLE WHEN YOU WALKED IN.

Well, let’s talk about why I left. Because of my wrap ups and posts, I started to feel this overwhelming brick on top of me. Like ‘You can’t read this, you have to read what you wrote in your tbr’ or ‘Shit you’re doing Christmasphere, where’s the post?’ or ‘Let’s just publish a low quality post just for the sake of it’. It was exhausting. So I did what I thought was best. And I left. And it worked.

The pre planning everything, planning every detail, it doesn’t work for me. I tried, I did, but it doesn’t work. I’m fine with planning a week ahead but you know what? If I write posts and schedule them for the whole month, it just feels unnatural. Feels like the connection between my blog is broken. For example, in my gibberish posts, I write exactly how I’m feeling THAT day. I never schedule gibberish posts beforehand. And it’s just an opinion but I love this. Writing exactly what’s coming to my mind. It’s liberating. It’s the best thing ever.

Well, I’m back now. Let’s not put anything on stone right now. But if all works well, I’ll have a year wrap up post up soon!!

And welll, safwhpvnfsepgwhsngpvhswa this year is almost over. Damnnnnnnn. In between rediscovering online world, making new friends, studying and taylor swifting, 2021 really flew.

FINE AT ALLLLLLLLLLL OH OH OHHHHHHH

CAUSE THERE WE ARE AGAIN

ON THAT LITTLE TOWN STREET

YOU ALMOST RAN THE RED

WIND IN MY HAIR

I WAS THERE

I REMEMBER IT

ALL TOO WELL

I really will remember 2021 all too well.