We started out
As bright as the sun
Now you’re pulling the trigger on the gun
We were the
Romeo and Juliet of the world
Should’ve known it wouldn’t last long
Tell me it’s normal,
Tell me it’s nothing wrong,
To feel a bit bland, a bit formal
Should’ve known honeymoon period never lasts long
I should’ve known, I should’ve known
What am I now?
What am I without you?
What am I without your vows?
And I thought we
Were a team of two
Content with luck
But then you had to
Go and screw
All of this up.
Don’t look at me with that smile,
I won’t forgive you
You wrecked me,
You know it too
Must be happy now.
You’re finally free.
Free from my undying love
Free from all my midnight texts
Free from the times I begged you to stay
Free from the times I asked to see you
Free from the times I wanted you to visit me
Free from those secret visits.
Free from telling me you couldn’t make it.
Free from bearing those video calls.
Free from me being yours
Free from pretending to love me.
So go right ahead
And tell them I was clingy
They won’t ever know what I said
Tell them this wasn’t a big deal
You were my first– SEP
Now you and I aren’t
He’s an heartbreaking start to your week. Please feel free to take out your anger in the comments below. Hey you know what? Let’s try this.
All of you tell me one thing that you used to like, but now, are just indifferent to it. And also tell me if you still feel guilty for not loving it as much as you did before. If you’ve overcome that guilt, tell me how. Let’s help all of us.